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Could it be that underneath it,
weve all got something to hide?.
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Name: ash,me,nicki,sara
Birthday: 6/5/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: GOD, softball, coaching, singing & dancing, wrapping houses, laying in the middle of the street, dancing in the rain, driving w/ the windows down and the radio up!, BYE BYE BYE w/ sara!! teaching sara how to dancing at 2 in the morning (haha), hanging out w/ sara, ashley, and nicki, S3XY CoWbOyS!! roller skating, bowling, hott guys in niceeee trucks, dollar movies (50 cent tuesday!!), playing baseball w/ the boys, country music, being bored w/ aShLeY ( its actaully fun lol), going to the mall and trying to go in EVERY store, trying to rap w/ my kiddos!! haha, throwing hot sauce packets at cars w/ SaRa! haha... going to the RODEO... hanging out w/ mustang softball playas... and much much more...
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Monday, February 20, 2006

katie rocks my mismatched socks!

I love Katie Marie Lenderman more than a monkey loves bananas

She is the coolest person ever and a wonderful friend

<3 your friend that you've known since KINDERGARTEN!


Wednesday, February 01, 2006

This week has been very stressful dealing w/ certain issues. I signed w/ Grayson County last friday night. yay!! it was exciting then i went out w/ Sara and Ashley to celebrate.. it was my "18th Birthday"! haha that was so much fun!! saturday night spent the night w/ ashley and sara. good times.. cough & not so good times cough... sunday was field day... i only went for like 2 hours.. then i had to go home and do projects... oh so fun... ummm tuesday (yesterday) was our first scrimmage.. we played Mesquite Poteet (sp?) and Rockwall... we lost to Mesquite and we beat Rockwall... personally i did REALLY bad... but as a team we did good.. the second game. just as softball starts i get like 3 MAJOR projects assigned it never fails.... now im stressed to the max... and so much junk is going on... i just need to take a weekend and just go somewhere.. i dont know where but away from here... just to think and get caught up on stuff... even if its jsut going to a hotel for a weekend and being out of this house. this weekend we have 3 games in Corsicana.... that should be fun!!! softball use to be a big stress reliever but now its totally different it makes me more stressed... and nervous.. im not as laid back as last year... i cant feild a ball.. i cant hit a ball.. i cant bunt a ball.. i cant run... i cant throw a ball.... idk.... maybe its all in my head...maybe i need to be more confident like last year... maybe i just need to put everything aside while playing ball and focus on the game and not anything else. anyways.. today was "signing day" but since i already signed i just pretended to sign a piece of paper for the Newspaper people.. so look for me tomorrow in the Plano Star Courier!!! ok well i better be going. peace out <333

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO COACH K!!!! <-- Tomorrow!!!! : )


Sunday, January 29, 2006

never say things cant get any worse
because life will prove you wrong..
don’t think you can handle everything on your own
because no one is that strong..
 after awhile you get sick of caring
&& you’re to hurt to fight..
sometimes no matter what you do...
things will never be right

 

 

It's the hardest thing in life is when you have no other choice but to let go.

 

 

Life is kind of hard , especially when every move you make feels like a test of strength to survive another day without breaking down.

 

 

 

i cant do this anymore....i figured... i messed up there night... i just couldnt mess up this afternoon.. sorry....  

 

 

Bye...


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

~ {verse 1} ~
alone in this house again tonight
i got the tv on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
there's pictures of you and i on the walls around me
the way that it was and could have been surrounds me
i'll never get over you walkin' away

~ {chorus} ~
i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
and i thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
but i'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
to hell with my pride let it fall like rain
from my eyes
tonight i wanna cry

~ {verse 2} ~
would it help if i turned a sad song on
"all by myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
it's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
but i'll never get over you by hidin' this way

~ {chorus} ~
cause i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
and i thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
but i'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
to hell with my pride let it fall like rain
from my eyes
tonight i wanna cry

~ {chorus} ~
i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
and i thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
but i'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
to hell with this pride let it fall like rain
from my eyes
tonight i wanna cry

 

LAST NIGHT WAS FREAKIN FUNNY/FUN!!!!

 

<333 katie


Saturday, January 21, 2006

I AM THE PROBLEM!!!!!

 

I GIVE UP.....

 

ohhhh yeah.... SENIOR DUMP WAS AWESOME LAST NIGHT!!!! haha and thats only the beginning of it!!! HA HA HA!!!! COPS. DOGS. WALMART AT 2AM. JUNK FOOD. LAUGHING AT BIG D's HOUSE. SLEEPIN ON THE FIELD = GOOD TIMES!!!!

<333 katie

 

SENIORS '06

 



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